之前还称赞一个朋友说：“你是有点点厉害，可以找到一个那么远的女孩。”

但是，貌似我更厉害，认识了一很遥远的女孩，是做梦都没有梦到过的遥远，澳洲。

她，很厉害，经历了一般人所想不到的事，微笑背后，是有那么一些故事。

跟她也是在游戏里认识，只是觉得这个女孩很可爱，从她身上，我有甜甜蜜蜜的感觉，游戏有她让我不孤单，有人陪我打怪，有人陪我练级，真的很不错一下。就是有一天，她说有个人要date她，我没说话，跑到她面前，把她date掉，从此，sophia, you're mine.

至今，在一起以半年，都是在电话上联络，晚上会在一起video call，白天会sms。彼此都在等一个机会，一个机会，让彼此见面，不用对着冰冷的电话荧幕。fey，reallly wan to see you. but no through phone. want to hold your hand when we walking around, want to hug u while we sleep together, want to knock ur little head while u think too much.

i am really happy that my lovely sophia fey fey come to see me finally, which i keep thinking for the half year before, until i cant sleep at the night before she came. the day finally come, a skinny, not really tall, the girl that i love coming to me, until i forgot to hold her hand. that night is day that we cant forget. its the first day i see you, the 1st day i drive to brunei, the first day my car broken down in half way, plus the heavy rain, how bad luck is it? i was thinking, is it i used all of my luck on you? yea it is, i pay the luck just for u to come.

remember the day we together in miri, it was so sweet n happy. finally i can have dinner with my love one, hold my love one when we shopping, drink chocolate with her, play with her. she so lazy until she wan me to carry her to bathroom, omg... i got lazy piggy. but fey, i am so willing to do so, now there is only u in my heart, i mean it. u r the one i care now, the other thing i am lazy to bother, or i am already forgot that. i should bring u to more place to walk walk, sorry fey, just something make me sleep so much... >@< at the last day i just remember i should bring you to crocodile farm, i forgot crocodile farm for 1 weeek.. omg..

the last day, i will remember the last day, we lost in brunei for hour, i am the 1 driving, n you r the one to find the way out. fey fey sorry to make you so tired that night, but i really precious everyday we together specially the last day, and the last morning. the last breakfast we had together. i feel so sweet to have you as my piggy girl friend. the one who really care about me, even in her dream, i am always in her dream, u re such a silly piggy, i love my silly one.. coz more cute ma....

the last moment, i will always remember, we hug, and we leave the hotel, in the airport, we sit together, talking, holding your hand, time passsing, and finally u have to go to the boarding room, at first i feel nothing, but when the door closing, staring at your back view, i feel like cry, i feel my leg getting heavier when i stepping out from the airport, the moment that we together in past few days come to my mine, and now... my piggy is leaving.. we cant see each other for few month perhaps... i feel lonely... because my piggy is not with me....

the night my fey leave.. i feel lonely and emo... and decided to get webcam so that i can see piggy more often even from monitor, fey, really don wan u get upset for that, its passed.. and i am sorry because i always take no important for it, i forgot it because its has nothing for me.. but in the meantime, i forgot ur feeling to it also, i admit i am wrong.. just want you to forgiv me... back to my silly piggy that will dream of me to carry her to her bathroom. and i will always remember the 1st birthday u with me, in the most weird place, the weird moment, the weird feeling.

to my most lovely piggy, i love you and i really want to hug u now, but i feel helpless i cant do anything... and i am so tired to rush 2 week work just in this 3 days, i am tired fey, can i sleep? haha.. fey.. just don wan u cry.... lov you, fey... from your babe..