you know? there are many place i wan to go with you. will u go with me??

i got injured, twisted my ankle, cant do anything, tell my girlfriend, but she like not care, what i hope atleast she can do some sweet talk with me, asking me if still feel pain, but what i feel is she is bz her own things. now i only alone, useless, cant do anything..... laying on my bed, waiting to die of hungriness.

"ignored"

i don know since what time, when i tell u my feeling.... u will just ignore me, then i upset, then we not talking for sometime, then u back to me like nothing happen.. this thing just keep repeating...
no more sweet word when i upset, no more care when i upset, u just "up to me"
maybe its up to me to upset, to sad, to happy.. "up to you" i was thinking i use this "up to you" correctly, make sure i don use it at the wrong time, because i know... its hurt...

dragonica ending soon, will that happen on our relationship also??

went to drink with friend last night, even i was smiling and laughing with them, even i am drunk, i am still worry about my girlfriend as who din reply me for since the evening. i was worry something worry about her, and i decide to call her at midnight which i hope she will call me after she saw that missed call and a message. i back to home at around 3am, and i slept right after back home, i am so drunk and tired that time. in the morning i was awake by three calls, three time disappointing come with that 3 call because i hope i can see your name appear on my phone screen but its not your name, but my mum. finally the 4th call is from you, finally. but i feel a bit unhappy after that, i ask you "should i angry". i will try not to silent attack as u said u don like that before. so i ask that and hope you can make me smile again. and u should know its so easy to make your bf smile but u not doing that, what ur respond to it is making ur bf think that u not care anymore, making he think that he is stupid to worry about you all the day.when i asking should i angry? obviously i am giving chance to you to not let me not angry. when i asking this question, i hope that my gf will do some sweet talk with me, but in reality, she is always come out with the words "up to you". when i hear this, i feel that this girl not care about me anymore. n you wet my eyes this time. fey, a couple should have some personal time to do their thing, but this not mean that there not loving each other, to give each other some space will improve the quality of the relationship and also make this relationship longer, and don say u bothering me or what, i tell you, u r not. poor english make me hard to pass my message to you, but still i hope that u can get my message, i am still love you, i am still wan you to become my gf, i don wan the day of the end of our relationship come.

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